This phenomenological study provides a description of the phenomenon of conversion from drug addiction using the framework of transcendental phenomenological study by C. Moustakas. It involves the use of personal experience, life story interviews, focus group discussion, interactions, and thematic reflections among selected Christian preachers who experienced drug addiction and the grace of conversion. The co-researchers in this study were five Christian preachers who have recovered from drug addiction for about five to ten years, all males and known members of the Christian faith community. Results showed that each of them possessed different experiences of conversion such as: from curse to blessing, from selfishness to selflessness, from mundane to transcendence, and from being a rock to gold. They experienced healing as something that comes after desiring the good of others and transcending from selfishness to selflessness. This study further identifies the primordial element in the conversion experience as the openness of oneself to get in touch with the inner self.
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